Anonymous said...
People. The finger pointing went even farther than you all think. Emails got sent around naming, not only SDock, and ppu, but others. I got one of the emails fowarded to me saying that you were all involved in some kind of trick or smear campaign because of when you were or weren't on the blog, who you talked to.... the game you were playing. It wasn't a nice email and not everyone believe it.... In fact most didn't. People got accused of being anonymous and of trying to frame others.
I know if I write this under my name it will get out who those emails got sent to and friendships would be destroyed but I feel I must put this here so everybody knows.... You are being judged because of who you talk to and what time you are on, and other things. I think the "watchers" you need to worry about are other 'family' members because they 'watch' you closely to see if you are part of some little 'gang' or something. I just wanted you to know. You know who you are.
February 24, 2008 10:09 PM
I never got this email so I can only presume that I was one of the people talked about.
I cannot do this anymore. Mayos used to be a place where I came to have some fun but now it has descended into name calling and finger pointing.
This place is becoming somewhere that makes me sad now. The whole computer thing, blogs, aim, emails, they all make me feel paranoid. I also end up reading to much into who hangs with who the most. I know that it means nothing mostly but I have mental health issues and feelings of inadequacy. It all stacks up and leaves me feeling like I am not wanted.
I have not only felt left out but have told people I have felt left out. Most of these people have been wonderful and gone out of their way to make me feel included and I thank you with all my heart. But.
Now it seems that the fact that I walk away from mayos when anonslaught starts because I don't want to be a part of the slagging, is being held against me. Sorry, but I do run away from the arguments cos I want nothing to do with them.
It also seems that an innocent game of eye spy which then morphed into hangman makes me guilty of something. I don't get it.
The stress is not worth it anymore.
I will not abandon friends and anyone who wants to email me will get a response. I love you guys, see you round maybe.
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12 comments:
are you ok hun?
well I have to say I´m confused, I have no clue what´s going on. seems as if I missed something, right?
just hope you´re ok, I miss you and I hope we stay in contact *hugs*
love you xxx
pixie
You know I love you, MissT. I just hate what what's going on around here. You know you are always wanted and welcome out on the porch.
Love you!
S&v20
Hello Miss T
First of all I want to congratulate you re the win on Sunday. My work building is opposite Wembley stadium-I thought of you as the flags were put up.
I feel so bad that you feel bad. I can understand that you feel paranoid but you must know that it is not you-it is a few nasty people who are jealous of attention other people are getting etc. I may also be fair to say that these people (and I don't know who they are cos I am not part of any group) may have mental health issues too and this is how their paranoia manifests itself.
Real life is far more important than this internet illusion. I know it is great to have people to chat with and hopefully laugh with and share interests but in most cases that is just it. Don't feel intimidated and don't feel you have to hide away. You are always interesting and entertaining to read. Just choose those you are close to well and just ignore those who are inclined to goad. It will just take a bit of practice!
Anyway honey, take good care of yourself. Don't let this shit railroad your efforts to feel good about yourself, get a job you enjoy and have a great life.
Take good care. x
MissT,
My heart hurts. Do you know why? It misses you. Please come and visit me if you get the chance. I will be the one wandering around lost...waving the glowstick...waiting for you.
I love you Caz!
Love,
Solly Socky
Miss T, you're wanted by me. *glomp*
I know how you feel. I don't think I was ever wanted at Mayo's, which is why I left. I can't believe how many times this same rediculous shit keeps coming back. The details are different each time, but the end result is the same. So much scrutiny and criticism, people hurting each other, friends becoming alienated, and for what? A blog? Is it really worth it?
I've enjoyed talking to people like you outside of Mayo's house, and it's been nice to hang out and not get picked on by trouble-maker anons or well-intentioned but misinformed regs. It's almost like I'm back to being unknown again, which is how I like it.
Anyway, that being said, I think everyone should make their own choice about where they hang out and who they choose to call friends. Maybe after some time passes, you'll want to go back to Mayo's again. You never know. At least you've still got the porch.
Whatever happens, I'll be around if you want to talk.
Take care! *HUGZ*
Andrea
hey miss T!!
i really don't know exactly what went down. i'm always a little out of the loop. i hope you are ok??
well i think you're great anyway and i hope to see you around sometime ok??
take good care of yourself.
Hi everyone. Thank you so much for your words of support.
I shall still be around. I shall be hanging out on the porch but I'm staying away from mayos. There is a bad smell that lingers there lately.
This is for you, sweetie!
Argh siobhan, that is soooooooo cool. I can't believe it winks. hee hee hee.
Miss T,
Thank you for your kind words. I am sorry that place is full of those with less than pure intentions.
I hope your week has started off on a better note.
Love,
Katherine
Hiya Miss T!
As usual -you put a smile on MY face! I love you too! I hope you are well and enjoying your time out in the phsyical realm! ;) I try my damnedest to stay out of arguments too, so don't feel bad or let anyone make you feel guilty. Cuz thats just bull! Your one of the most wonderful people I have ever encountered -don't ever forget that there are people here who will never think less of you. You will always shine to us Miss T!! Rightfully so! Love to you always! Be well! <333-l/d
P.s.
I forgot to mention! My last blog is all from Six Questions of Socrates By C. Phillips
Hi Katherine and lewis. I hope you are both well.
Thank you so much for your kind words.
You are both wonderful people and you keep me smiling.
Luv ya.
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